Here is some facts for you.
Hello.
I dont think i should tell you my real name, so lets call me sean.
im a swedish "boy" atleast i see myself as a boy. Im not sure if i can call myself a adult yet after all im just 17 year... feal older tho.
i can see alot of stuff from alot of angles that might be that way becouse the bigger part of my life i havent had any parents, i have bin raised by alot of people neighbors, freinds famelys, my mums "freinds" and so on. every one of them had diffrent appinions about everything and that made me a cind of a camelion adapting to their values and belives in life. never thinking about how it really is. I have started doing that now tho, im studying socialstudies seacond year in higschool.
and all the diffrent things iv learned the past 2years have really opend my eyes.
Long story short..
I grew up in a small town in sweden where everyone knew everyone and so on and so on.
livin happily untill a famely tradgedy split up my famely, and sent my dad on a trip to heaven .and after all that happend we moved out on the country side me my mum and my little sister to get away from people, to get some "distance" from stuff. As a widow my mum had to work hard to keep me and my little sister alive so she was hardly never there in the bigger parts of my childhood.
can't blame her for that can i?
Sounds abit tradgic i know, but shit happens and you have to keep on keeping on.
Il do my best to make this blog interesting for u readers and not write down alot of self pittying - if u can call it that?.. Its called "själv ömkan" in swedish.. hhe
I dont have any fancy education so please dont get upset becouse of my half bad english.
how ever, i was thinking i could use this blog to get a little bit of feedback on some of my desisions i'l have to do when stepping in to the adult world. And also some private matters, im anonomys so i dont have to worry about that any one is going to find out what my inner thoughts are... Might be a bit cowardly but what ever.
As i said im going to make this blogg as interesting as possible, to fit both young and old, tall and short.
Iv bin thinking about some topics, here is some.
-Whats life really about? -Party? -start a famely?,- carer?, -travel and see the world? or what?
-Religion. - is it nescesary?, -what religeon is the right one?, what have the religeon done to this
world have it affected it in a good or bad way?
-The sun. energy off all living things. -what is it really?, -can u trust scientists?,- is it ever going
to stop shining?
-And Love off course, the force that controls us with an iron fist. -when is love between two
people as strongest?,- does real love last forever?, -age diffrences,- do love really make you
blind?
- Death,- what happens after death and what happens when you do die?,- are there other
worlds you pass on to?, or do you get reborn?- or do everything just disappere?
-The world of to day, whats going on??, - The war against terrorism how is it going to stop?
And all the injustice, the kapitalism cause for an examble- huge factorys is profeting a over 20
million pounds a year here in sweden but fires hundreds of people and move their production
to some poor country just to make more money, when is people going to start caring about
eatchother?,- femenism a strong subjekt for me at least why the hell should a wimen make less
money then a man?
-Media, how long can you go to make good tv?,-humiliation tv for an example, damn the human
beeing is a seriously mean unpleasant cind of creature. closing our eyes and refusing to se the
world as it is just to coop with our lives.
- and many many more that comes along with time.
With this blog i might be able to help people by shownig my mind and how i think, maby some one will recognise him/herself in me and be able to learn from my mistakes
So, if you have read all this please add a little note. so i see if sumone is reading my stuff.
I started write all this 01.00 a.m a hot summer night, wondering about what im suppose to do with my mind, all my unanswered questions and i came to think of a blog. - what a great idea.
I dont think i should tell you my real name, so lets call me sean.
im a swedish "boy" atleast i see myself as a boy. Im not sure if i can call myself a adult yet after all im just 17 year... feal older tho.
i can see alot of stuff from alot of angles that might be that way becouse the bigger part of my life i havent had any parents, i have bin raised by alot of people neighbors, freinds famelys, my mums "freinds" and so on. every one of them had diffrent appinions about everything and that made me a cind of a camelion adapting to their values and belives in life. never thinking about how it really is. I have started doing that now tho, im studying socialstudies seacond year in higschool.
and all the diffrent things iv learned the past 2years have really opend my eyes.
Long story short..
I grew up in a small town in sweden where everyone knew everyone and so on and so on.
livin happily untill a famely tradgedy split up my famely, and sent my dad on a trip to heaven .and after all that happend we moved out on the country side me my mum and my little sister to get away from people, to get some "distance" from stuff. As a widow my mum had to work hard to keep me and my little sister alive so she was hardly never there in the bigger parts of my childhood.
can't blame her for that can i?
Sounds abit tradgic i know, but shit happens and you have to keep on keeping on.
Il do my best to make this blog interesting for u readers and not write down alot of self pittying - if u can call it that?.. Its called "själv ömkan" in swedish.. hhe
I dont have any fancy education so please dont get upset becouse of my half bad english.
how ever, i was thinking i could use this blog to get a little bit of feedback on some of my desisions i'l have to do when stepping in to the adult world. And also some private matters, im anonomys so i dont have to worry about that any one is going to find out what my inner thoughts are... Might be a bit cowardly but what ever.
As i said im going to make this blogg as interesting as possible, to fit both young and old, tall and short.
Iv bin thinking about some topics, here is some.
-Whats life really about? -Party? -start a famely?,- carer?, -travel and see the world? or what?
-Religion. - is it nescesary?, -what religeon is the right one?, what have the religeon done to this
world have it affected it in a good or bad way?
-The sun. energy off all living things. -what is it really?, -can u trust scientists?,- is it ever going
to stop shining?
-And Love off course, the force that controls us with an iron fist. -when is love between two
people as strongest?,- does real love last forever?, -age diffrences,- do love really make you
blind?
- Death,- what happens after death and what happens when you do die?,- are there other
worlds you pass on to?, or do you get reborn?- or do everything just disappere?
-The world of to day, whats going on??, - The war against terrorism how is it going to stop?
And all the injustice, the kapitalism cause for an examble- huge factorys is profeting a over 20
million pounds a year here in sweden but fires hundreds of people and move their production
to some poor country just to make more money, when is people going to start caring about
eatchother?,- femenism a strong subjekt for me at least why the hell should a wimen make less
money then a man?
-Media, how long can you go to make good tv?,-humiliation tv for an example, damn the human
beeing is a seriously mean unpleasant cind of creature. closing our eyes and refusing to se the
world as it is just to coop with our lives.
- and many many more that comes along with time.
With this blog i might be able to help people by shownig my mind and how i think, maby some one will recognise him/herself in me and be able to learn from my mistakes
So, if you have read all this please add a little note. so i see if sumone is reading my stuff.
I started write all this 01.00 a.m a hot summer night, wondering about what im suppose to do with my mind, all my unanswered questions and i came to think of a blog. - what a great idea.
posted by Sean | 4:02 PM
1 Comments:
nice! good luck m8!
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